Sunday, December 6, 2009

Sieze the day

Have you ever felt as if you are in the wrong place? Like everyone around you can easily go one with their life because they are content with their repetitive day by day schedule where not a single exciting thing happens for them. Maybe I'm wrong. Maybe they love it. Have you ever felt as if everything around you is moving and you are still. There is no moving for you. Your body is stuck. You gravitate your force in the direction you want to go but you just can't seem to make that step. Because youre unable to move, you realize that it's the people aroud you who are causing you to be still. Their actions are causing your failures. They do things because they're jealous. They know you have big plans for your life yet they won't allow you to move. This venomous binding in which you are held down by, it must be broken. Many people spend their whole life trying to figure out how to get out of it; Tossing and turning in their frustration. Im not one of these people. I've got it all mapped out. I'm not crippled any longer by society. I won't allow people around me to keep me from reaching these dreams. I am aware of failure, but not aware of giving up. It's not an option. I know what I need, I know it won't be easy, but I know I can make it happen. However, these crippling memories fluctuate throughout my mind and cause skepticism. I am afraid, due to the minute amount of people who accomplish these large dreams. You see, many people have my same dream. They think they want it. But they don't want it bad enough. Anything is possible, but it's not guaranteed to be easy. Life is hard. Making dreams come true is even harder. Some people go throughout their lives, day-by-day, suffering. It really is a sadness. Doing things they don't wish to do. I won't be one of these people. I may be nervous. I may have to get out of my comfort zone. As long as I'm happy, doing what I want to do with my life, then it's worth the subtle discomfort. But hey, that's what lifes about, right? Nothing comes easy, but it's worth the fight, guaranteed. Carpé diêm.

1 comment:

  1. you are freakin awesome. i love you and that you think like i do. i agree with you completely, but then again, when i have i not ? :D

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